I regret everything I have done until now. I regret going to school. I regret taking the decisions regarding my career. I regret not going out of Delhi, though I know I would have regretted otherwise. I regret going to a girl’s college, I would have regretted otherwise anyway. I regret buying this dress instead of that!
After a lot of introspection, I’m unable to find the reason for my frustration and regrets. That’s why the title of this post, to pacify and console myself.
I have to find some other way to kill my time else, I know I might get mad. I have decided to do loads of things to do, but 5 days on, all I did was self-analysis. Help me, please. Suggest me what to do, no, rather suggest me how to stick to do what I decide. Imagine, I’m having trouble managing my leisure time!
1) Reading
I have bought loads of books. Going on with my latest fetish of reading Indian authors, I have come to the conclusion that I have to curb this fetish. These new books by self- proclaimed authors are nothing but typical Hindi movie stories, garnished with self-experienced madness. Anyway, I don’t know why I’m taking out my frustration here. Simply, I should be reading, as I have decided, classics by Charles Dicken and Oscar Wilde, and get a true taste of classic English literature.
2) Computer Games
I have downloaded and installed hell lot of games but played none. My self-analysis has overtaken every damn interest of mine! Anyway, I enjoy playing all sort of games, so please suggest some good games!
3) Movies
I hate watching movies in the theatre. I have anyway downloaded loads of moves, and seen them as well. But it’s not a very satisfactory way of killing time. I’m really frustrated, I realized it while writing this. I hate romantic movies, so please avoid suggesting them
4) Learning to drive
I’m afraid of driving. But still, I ‘ll do it this vacations. My Maruti 800.
5) Something useful
Ya ya..I’m learning some computer language. I won’t discuss much it, not very fond of it anyway.
I think I’ll stop here, else I might start hating myself as well, which I know I can’t, but why take chances!
I'm indeed doing this now!!
Its fun, hell yeah!
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this was my comment…
Havin a lotta free time can do this to you 😛
Bring a lil crazyness into life n have no time to think !! watch 5 movies a day…. take book n dont keep it down till u finish it !! compete witha friend in PC game n play like a mad person !!! 😀
@Arun
What???
@Abhi
Hmmm…*thinking*
@Leo
I don't regret making you my brother!
The best virtual thing that has happened to me 🙂
@Umang
Ya some serious introspection. But I'm really pissed.:(
http://my-world-rose.blogspot.com/2010/07/no-i-dont-lead-frustrated-and-regretful.html#comments
wow itne sare regrets…. its a world record.. keep going… and keep regerting… kya farak padta hai … jo karna hai karo.. 🙂
too serious introspection 😛 chillax li'l sis..! life's not meant to be so serious..
besides, if u've regretted everything u've done so far, that means u've regretted allowing me to be ur virtual bro too? now that can't be good can it? silent treatment chahiye kya? 😛
grrrrrr 😛
whoa! thats some serious introspection.. gr8 rose!
anyways.. my advice to u.. just chill! its good to have a self-check but this should not demoralize u.. think about people that matter to u.. who care for u and how much u mean to them!
so.. be positive and keep smiling! 😀